Music Is My Escape

I don’t feel as numb.

I cant wait to cut myself tonight. I havent it so long and its gonna feel amazing. I have so much bottled up and I need to get it out.

Ill never be good enough for anyone. Im not pretty enough. Skinny enough. Smart enough. Interesting enough. Talented enough. Funny enough. All the hard work I put into being enough…ISNT.